Since I haven't been out and about much, I haven't been taking any pictures. Sooo....here is one of favorite pictures I took during the winter a couple of years ago. I have this one framed in my bedroom. It just turned out just perfect, luckily for me.
I go to work, go home, go to work, go home. To hot still to go out and hike or even just walk around the block for me. The light isn't great when I get home for picture taking, and by the time it is, I'm to tired to even get off the couch. Been trying to do better, but for some reason (which I know what it is) I can't seem to get myself together. I feel as if I'm flying apart into a million pieces and can't seem to get myself together. I've been suffering from panic attacks too. I start feeling claustrophobic and have to talk myself through them. I'm not sleeping very well, oh I fall asleep the minute I hit the pillow, but staying asleep is a whole other problem. I wake up early, usually around 4:00 am and just stay up doing things to take my mind off of things. I know some of this is grief from my Dad passing, but a lot of it is depression. I finally have an appointment the end of October, the soonest I could get an appointment to get me some help. I'm okay, but I could be better. I will be better, it's just gonna take some time.
A lot of things are good, and I see blessings in my life everyday. That's what is keeping me going right now. I just have to keep counting those blessings and praying for help and keep walking straight ahead through the tough times.