Friday, November 2, 2012

I'm so sad....

I have been feeling so sad lately.  So much going on in the world that saddens me.  I didn't even find joy in seeing my little grandchildren all dressed up on Halloween.  I know a lot of it is the depression I suffer from, even though I take medicine for it, it catches up to me every now and again.  I have been worried about our blog friends back east and my sister in Boston.  I've been worried about finances (as usual) and just not feeling anything.  I can't even remember what is was like to be in love, or to hold hands with anyone, in fact I'm finding I don't remember much of anything at all.  So....now that you've read my sob story, I'm gonna take a few days off, from the news, from blogging and facebook.  I need some time to center myself again.  Love you guys, I really do!  C-ya soon!

Susan

17 comments:

TexWisGirl said...

honey, i totally understand. this morning i wanted to curl up in a fetal position and hide from life.

Maple Lane said...

Love you and hope you feel better taking some time away. Will look forward to your return. Mildred

Cheryl @ TFD said...

((((Hugs))) I don't know what to say to make you feel better, but consider yourself hugged!! I don't normally get depressed, but lately I've been feeling a bit blue myself. The news is disturbing, there are so many who are sick, etc. It's hard to not let these things weigh us down. So I understand! Take care of yourself and rest up.

gowestferalwoman said...

when it all becomes too much, I find solace in nature - i always go back to nature, to being outdoors. Sometimes I have to dig into the dirt, or go find a creek, or collect something, anything, that reminds me that this ole' world goes on,no matter what humankind does, no matter what weather does, no matter how awful i feel, even through the worst of times - walking outdoors is my solace...right now im on a collecting for a rock garden kick ;) its gonna be a heck of a rock garden...

Heres to you finding your nature, your outdoors! (((hugs to Susan!!)))

Mina said...

Oh honey, I am so sorry to hear this. Please know you are not alone in this world as we are all here for you. You take those days, as long as you need, and nurture yourself in whatever way is needed. Sending you warmest hugs and love, Mina

Kay said...

Take care of yourself and come back to us soon.

HUGS.

Kay

Kay said...

Are you and I connected on Facebook?

Beth @ E. lizard Breath Speaks said...

we will be here when you get back. big hugs. i know i have my moments. sometimes getting away & doing your own things is the best therapy. i wish you well. (:

Filip and Kristel said...

I wish the best in finding your drive again. I know the feeling. Sometimes life seems so unfair that you feel bad. Good luck.

Greetings,
Filip

Kerin said...

Oh Susan..
I care about you, and will be looking forward to your return.
Take care of yourself, and know that you will be in my thoughts, and prayers.

{{big bear hugs}}

K.

Terri @ Coloring Outside the Lines said...

This too shall pass! I've been feeling down myself- I think it may be the season change. {hugs}

Jeanne said...

Susan i am sending you a hug from Texas! Will be thinking about you and hoping that your depression gets better with a little break. Maybe you should plan a road trip with Tiah. I always enjoy it when I get away out of my own usual spot. Hugs! Jeanne

Kimmie said...

Hugs

xxx


Here if you need a chat via email!

kimmieserendipity@gmail.com

Janet said...

Hi Susan,

I am so sorry that you are feeling down. It is so hard to be happy when so many sad things are happening.

I pray all is well in Boston and with your blog friends back east.

Remember Heavenly Father...he knows you and how you are feeling. He is there for you. He will help. Talk to Him. He loves you.

I will miss you while you are away. Feel better soon. Praying for you. :)
(((BIG BIG HUGS)))

Take care my friend...Janet W

Rose said...

I have suffered from clinical depression in the past...it is not so easy to deal with. And it just seems there is always something to worry us...I hope you feel better soon.

We are going to see Lorelei today...not sure if we are staying the night or not.

Take care of yourself.

Catherine said...

Take care of yourself sweetie! Sending big hugs!
xo Catherine

Debbie said...

this one's gonna' be a little different....

you are one tough son of a %!t@&, one of the toughest broads i know!! (that was the "make you smile part")

you do it all, with a heart of gold and a smile as big as all outdoors!!

i am going to try to send you a virtual "Chuck", (wink) to hug you and love you!!

what you don't realize, is you don't really need one, because you are one strong, beautiful, kick ass, sob!!

now you better be laughing or everyone on blogger is going to hate me!!